Loose Ends

I have always hated loose ends. I like to quickly tackle problems and get them corrected so that I can get on with living, but this life I am now living will take a while to right.

There are so many questions about the future and yet I know that God does have a plan.

Will I get to stay in my house? Will Grandma and I ever get past the hurt and be able to live together? Should I stay in the bus ministry? What are the correct financial decisions to make? Will the business sell? Should I sell the house? Should I sell the car? What about Dish Network that only Grandma watches now?What bills can I bring down now since the business is no more?

There have been things that happened in the last two weeks that I constantly say, "Thank you, Lord for taking Mike!!" He was not a strong man emotionally and there have been several things that I can not imagine he could have gone through recently.

At times it feels a bit like Job but I remember the end and it was better than the beginning! So I press forward, knowing that my Heavenly Father knows all!

Jeremiah 32:17

Ah Lord God! behold, thou hast made the heaven and the earth by thy great power and stretched out arm, and there is nothing too hard for thee:"