My Sweet Husband!

Today was a good day at church. Ryan and Lauren came and sat with me. Tabatha sat on the other side of me.

Several things were said that made me think about how sweet Mike was. One lady said, "I think of him every time I am playing the piano. When I pick out a song for offeratory, I think of him!" Another said, "The thing I liked about Mike is that he would actually talk to me!! Most of the men around here will not talk to me.!" She is a very attractive lady that comes alone because her husband doesn't come so I understand why most men do not talk to her. Mike talked to her because we knew her well. She sang in a trio with us for so long so Mike visited with her many times.

I was just thinking about how special Mike was. I never had a time when I didn't trust him. I knew his love was MINE and no one elses. BUT, he was very sensitive and he would tell me how sorry he felt for this woman or that woman. He would sit and talk to other ladies in the choir room and of course, he visited with ladies every day in his work.

I am proud of who he was, someone who cared and was not afraid to show it. He was also someone who was trustworthy and loved deeply. He was also one who was not afraid to hug his boys just as big as he hugged his girl. They will have to say that they KNEW their dad loved them.

It will take a while for us not to miss him in every service. He isn't in the choir anymore. He isn't playing for the children's choir. He isn't playing for many of the specials. He isn't there to count money on Sunday mornings.

I miss him so much but I went back to the choir this morning and it felt good to be there again. I haven't sung that much in the last few weeks but my heart longed to. Thank you Lord for music!!! I can't wait to hear it in heaven with Mike!